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dissapearing
November 2009 
The dissapearing Girl
Posted on Nov 22nd, 2006
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Shanti
Shanti
Always alone, this Love mocking inside my own chest;
As if..........., As if FoReVeR really could be long enough.
Stretching out to hold it in, this feeling breaks under my skin.
Rhyming with timeing, but God ruins everything,
And everytime I turn around she's gone.
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Very cool.
Dear friend! You sound “tired of waiting”, so this is just to cheer you (although you're probably in some different, hopefully better, mood today). I entered the Zaadz rollercoster a week ago and am still confused, but there are so manny beautifull people arround here, and that helps me a lot (while I'm definitly not in my best life situation out there, out of the computer, finding Zaadz equals finding Neverland-it's a real sanctuary and soul healing place for me right now). I almost forgot- “browsing the Zaadzers” I picked you becouse my 10-year doughter's second name is also Shanti. When she was some 4-5 years old she asked me what a “mission” was and, after hearing the explanation, she stated her mission like this: “Than, I am peacifiing all?” It was a non-existing word in Croatian, but she coiled it out of the notion that Shanti means “Peace”. So, peace and patience and lots of love to you. Stay strong, you're a wonderfully growing seed of a Gallactic Human, and every growth is painfull, but isn't it wonderfull? Big hug!
Most of my poetry is very feeling based so it's quite hard to describe what it is about. I wrote this a long time ago but I like it cause the wording for me is quite flexible to fit the multidimensional experience of being, of course changing in every moment.
Right now it resonates something of seeing the futility of the search for 'self' yet not being able to let go of it. Yes it is a wonderful ride!